Bye For Now

Ruther is on his way to Japan at this very moment. I already miss him so much I feel like my heart is going to burst from the pain. It's just terrible being away from him. My heart always feels this ache that never abates until we're together again. I just hope that the days fly by quickly so we could be together again. All the fun and wonderful memories we had while he was here these past 3 months only makes this parting so much harder and all the more painful. Plus, Valentine's Day is just around the corner and it hurts to see happy couples around.

Sigh. I miss him so much. I know the ache will never go away until I see Ruther again so the least I could do for now is to keep myself busy and to distract myself so I won't have to feel so depressed. I already have ideas on how to accomplish that but I still wish that we don't have to be apart anymore.

Sigh. I suppose I'm putting my love on hold until I'm together with my sweetie again.

Not Thinking of Monday

I am sooo scared for Monday. I'm trying my best not to think of it but when that day comes, I think I'm going to lose it. The question is: when?

Sigh.

I will never, ever get used to being away from Ruther. EVER.

My Personal Journal

This blog will be my personal diary. An online narrative of my thoughts, my feelings, my innermost secrets (okay, maybe not all my secrets), my dreams and ambitions, my rants, my frustrations... everything and anything about me.

I know I already have 2 existing blogs but our cozy nook is my family's blog. In there I write about what happens to the family, where we went, how things are, what happened today and yesterday and most probably tomorrow... basically things about the boys, Ruther and me collectively. Yup, that's the word: collectively. I love our cozy nook. It's really a comfy place in the world wide web where I can truly say is my family's home. So yes, I will continue blogging there still. One Lesson At A Time documents our daily life as a homeschooling family. I decided to create a separate blog for that because it doesn't really make any sense combining homeschooling with our family blog. I don't want to mess it up and make it confusing so I thought, a separate blog would be nice and it would be a great way of keeping track of the activities and lessons we have had over the months. Fireworks and Fairydust will be all about me. All those things I hesitated to post at our cozy nook because I was afraid I would be too vain or too self-indulgent, well, I can do that here now. If I want to put 5 photos of myself in here, I would and I could and I wouldn't have to feel guilty about it. This blog gives me license to be selfish. =D

Anyway, it will be interesting to see what else I can write about. Three blogs will be quite a chore but surely, it will be a chore I shall enjoy doing.